Endless Story

Birthday

2009-10-18T01:01:00.000-07:00

11th Oct 2009
Darren .. Birthday!!!

queenbay - fishmarket

secret receipe

My Birthday

16th Oct 2009

Thanks dear,

i have great birthday night

a romantic restuarant.

我错了

2009-09-27T06:56:00.000-07:00

灵，

我错了，错在于我忽略他的内心。
才发现我不了解他要的是什么。
从来，都没追问过。
我以为他有我的陪伴一定也满足。
可是我让他难过，我好像忽略了他的私人空间。
让他，家人，朋友快要远离关系。
我真的感到抱歉。我真不应该让你这样。。
我以为我要拿多一点时间陪他，我害怕就快出国了。
我更害怕，
时间和距离真的能维持爱情吗！
可能我太天真了。以为什么事都会完美。

Raya Holiday

2009-09-21T07:50:00.000-07:00

darren here,

today is my last day Raya holiday...
dear naik ferry come to butterworth jetty,i late abit to fetch her,let her scold haha...
we went to Sunway Carnival,long time didnt come,the mall still very highclass...
pass by TOP FASHION,my jeans broke long time already,so buy a long pants,grey colour,abit weird,bt dear say pretty,so i buy it!!!

lunch time arrive,we having lunch in a ??name ''Kopitiam JUNCTION'',dear order oriental chicken chop n me order chicken chop rice,walau,all very sourness,i HATE sourness!!!n dear's chicken chop taste also bad,cant eat!!!

after lunch,we go shopping n dear buy a pair of TARZAN shoes!!!wahaha,what u all girl thinking??hehe...Times up,2.45pm already,our movie almost start d,when we go to buy ice lemon tea,see my secondary school friends,n so ngam we watch same movie n sit next row only...
about the movie,bit funny,but also bit sienz lo,we 2 watched untill sleepy haha...

after finish the movie,dear want go Sri Sayang to enquiry abt the fees,cz she planning to organise birthday n farewall party at there..that time is nearly sunset,so we gone to Rasa Sayang beach to watch sunset n take photo,so romantic.....

Lyn here,

美丽的日落。晴。 21日9月2009年

why dear always wanted opposite with me?
girl thinking pretty , beauty ...
haha... i know i know, i too over draf in these few week i spent alot money in shopping!!!! I always telling myself ''STOP BUYING THING''...
but
i so so glad today....met a natural weather SUNSET BEACH...
really nice view in sri sayang beach!!!

stay tune for the new photo....

gonna sleep...

真实。

2009-09-20T07:31:00.000-07:00

lyn here,

开心的一天--- 2009 年9月19日。
we went to gurney plaza watched where got ghost .
it seem like so so... funny movie .

having shushi for lunch. dear din't take breakfast also.. that why he always seem like so thinness..

someone was saying , i rob his food... that's why i so fatty.

hehe

we tooking photo in kota lama..

long time never take picture with him d..

i so like these feel in these photo. 真实....

我们一起走过的完美。

2009-09-17T02:57:00.000-07:00

celine here,

一起走过了八个月，依然甜蜜。（好恶心吧）

依然开心的度过。孩子气的恋爱。

哈哈。。。。

recover day..

2009-09-08T23:06:00.000-07:00

darren here~~

yesterday becoz of some little thing,we argue in car when going to Gurney.i never saw her vy angry lk that before,direct take away all thing and go away,and also dont want meet me anymore..i duno to apology on the spot,let her almost think that i really want to leave her away,so bad me..

bt at night,she forgive me already d, YES!!!!!!!
the price is=======tonight i need to bring her watch movie,eat sushi,and just now she go shopping,tonight take the resit and claim from me!!!!!!! haha....

monday publice holiday,we go to sing k in Redbox,abreact all the streass..after that buy some ingredient from Gama and baked our pizaa>>>>>>>>>

(grab from her blog,hehe)and the shape also weird^^

=(

2009-09-01T19:14:00.000-07:00

The time was pass so quicky. everyday busy in working and studying , assignment.
and i still in confuse my education.
I also not sure when will be fly.
So Sorry to Him .... I'm so selfish.
=(

她的好消息。。。

2009-08-17T20:30:00.000-07:00

我们的blog冷清了很久，现在终于让它重新温暖了！！

在巴生的三个月，每天都想尽办法要提早回来槟城，我知道，让你苦苦的在这里一人等待，是多么的痛苦，你不时都会带点难过的语气问说“你几时才要回来？”，我也不能给你一个肯定的答案。。。

终于在上个月中，我成功申请得到回来了！！！dear很开心的到槟城码头迎接我，让后我们就去取我的车（因泊在她的家里），怎知我的车不懂给哪个该死的割花了！无所谓，他们迟早会有报应的！！

很开心，因为终于可以和dear像三个月前一样，每天见面，一起吃晚餐，逛pasar malam，看电影，更好的谈谈心，这对每对情侣是很简单，平淡，可是对我们却是多么幸福难得的事啊，多希望可以一直这样维持下去。。。

直到那天早上，她告诉我，她的英国准证批准了。。。她开心的向我报喜，而且一一计划着接下来的行程，去KL办手续，然后在最后一天举行farewall等等。。她是多么的兴奋和期待着过那儿的生活，有更好的发展，甚至希望可以长留。。。

我对着她笑，可是心里不禁愁了起来。。。。我好不容易才回来，不到一个月，她却告述我她要走了，而且一去就去两年，并不肯定会否在两年到期后，肯定会回来，还是会继续留在那边？？我不知道，她也给不到我答案。。

当我们在一起时，我就知道可能会有这么一天，可是那时以为她已经没什么机会得到，所以也没想这么多，怎么知道却偏偏选在这个时候给我们这个消息。。。

其实我曾经要求过她留下来，我不希望我们的感情会因异地而产生变故或转淡。。。不是我不想坚持，而是看到身边太多情侣因为这样而没有结果，我不想我们的感情也沦落到这种地步，现在的信誓旦旦，并不能保证一切，连能不能在两年后回来，都不能给我一个信心的答案。。我不想失去她，所以坚决表达希望她留下来的意愿，我很自私吗？我想保护我们的爱情，这有错吗？
可是当她说出更想去英国时，我的心，坠了，从她的语气里，甚至可听出她并没真正的考虑过要留下来，我知道，这是她一直以来的梦想，可是，英国真的比我更重要吗？？我们以前所说的，又到哪里去了呢。。。。

希望你到那儿，要好好的照顾自己，别忘了，我还在这儿等你。。。。。

Any comment??

2009-07-11T03:08:00.000-07:00

so long time didnt post a new blog,cant on9 properly in my hostel.July already,can back to penang already,but that bull shit manager want me go perak do marketing activity again,bull shit!!delay me back penang again.

dear create the funny animation for me,have a look!!haha.

welcome back.

2009-06-16T02:58:00.000-07:00

I was so surprise last fridays, while we chit chat on the phone he telling me, he wanted come back penang for the next day. duration at penang nearly a week again. he gone to klang not enough a week, so happy seems like ordinary can met him.

these afternoon i received a bunch of flowers from dear. he was unfortunately break his surprise , cos he planing to send to my college, (i think it will be crazy if i received a bunch of flowers in the class. later my lecture will think i not concentrate in his class) for me is fortunately , cos the deliverer don't know the address of my college, so deliverer sent to my house.

5th month anniversary.

hope next time dont wasted the money in unnecessarily ways.

anyways , thanks for the attentive ,career.

with love,

celine.

the super week!

2009-06-07T02:35:00.000-07:00

dear came back from klang for whole a week. last saturday until yesterday(saturday) to accompany me ! and he also has to worked. well, these time i felt so happy !

May 31st - last saturday we watched movie monster vs alien .
Sunday we went to jogging in the early morning , 11am we went to join my neighbour church wedding. it was our 1st experience . that great ! and sweet wedding in church!
the rest day he was busy in worked. then we just met at night.

Darren was very miss penang food. so mostly we having meal in hokker food.

thursday night we having dinner in shu shi king.

yesterday early morning, we joined with my 10 ex-colleague went to titi kerawang waterfall.
the naturel place waterfall area with deep pools for swimming.
we not swim cos dint bring towel and clothes. but not bad still can played with water.
got a colleague took coconut from hometown. the coconut so fesh and so sweet.

the rest photo still in my ex-colleague there. not yet take from they all

a super great week.

4th month anniversary

2009-05-16T09:15:00.001-07:00

so slow my friend laptop,now just can on9.

this is our 4th month love anniversary,
so fast the time passing,
like u say,before we so shy to each other,
now we keep argueing,haha...

happy 4th month anniversary,

i love you...

My heart always beside you..

2009-05-08T13:05:00.000-07:00

i have a long long time didnt post a new blog d.(dear dear sure very angry).

i have a damn busy work,everyday must worry my sales and push it,and dont have the other time to online.finally i can do it!

just now just finish arguement with her,just about a laptop,but this time i no apology to her,dear sure will very sad,sorry dear..we keep argue about bit little matter,sorry dear,i wan change myself..

this 3 month training in klang separate us to be together,and i also cant take many leave to come back to accompany her.Her heart very painfull,i know.she stop working now,no colleague,all friend busy in studying and working,she very lonely now,but dear,my hearts will always beside you,dont matter anytime.its true,u wont be alone.any unhappy must tell me k??we must keep hard walking through this 2 months,after that i will back to beside you...

I MISS him

2009-05-05T03:07:00.000-07:00

I Look tired cos sleep less.

Day after day I must face a world of strangers

Where I don't belong, I'm not that strong.

when u not there, i seem like doing nothing .

When there's no getting over that rainbow

Wish !!!! you belong to me always.

Gone .

2009-05-03T03:56:00.000-07:00

Down mood!
He gone to klang this morning.
Actually, i always forgot to reply him messaging. no pick up the phone , let him worry.
so bad i'am?
Apologize.
I'am not a good Girlfriend .
Just finish arguement, i don't know why? my heart quite pain , seem like want to cry but the tears cannot come out...
he just came back for 2days one night.
accompany me from 1st of May 10:00am until 11:45pm.
the next day he morning call me 6:45am fetch me on 7am having breakfast in a early morning. and back Despark Auto to serve customer after that back my house to change clothes.
3pm went to Queenbay Mall shop Around dear bought a handbeg for me.
so blissful.
anyways, thanks alot dear.
currently, I din't working , just concentrate in studying .
Dear scared i not enough spend, so bank in for me.
The debit card was made i crazy to shopping.
so fast spent nearly finish d.
so now i have to save it......
Goodbye!
hope can see him soon. might be after a month just come back.
Goodluck , Work-hard ........
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DARREN coming back soon!!!!

2009-04-28T04:12:00.000-07:00

wowow!!! dear is coming back sooner, actually he came back last fridays night. I was so surprise. It is too suddenly , he told me on thurday night.
i writing this post with a super duper happy mood..
haha finaly he's back, i has been a month din't see him d.
unfortunately , he just came back 10.30pm util next morning 10am .
just met him shortly.
Patiently... i going to wait what happen to these friday coming.
haha!!!!

Actually ,i very bored drawing in illustrator ..everytime i will doing half-way will online, chatting, playing game. listening music , cannot concentrate doing homework.
dear sure will scold me.
(continues doing homework now) wuahaha....

perseverance

2009-04-02T06:29:00.000-07:00

Today,she stop her job already.

Dear make a big decision,stop a no bad salary job and continue her dream to study graphic design course.

Sure i support her decision,it good for her,dont need waste the time again.Bt will be harder to pass this 2 years,cause dear living cost will be a big problem,she must be go to do a part time job,will be a promoter again,and i just can give her a bit money,i so heartache,i cant gv her blissfully life,still need to work.

And i promise her i will be back pg next 2 weeks to gather with her,but suddenly company got a compulsury sales training,and i must delay to 1st of may just can back d,dear so sorry,i know it make you sad.

dear,i very miss you,u sure very alone at there,very need me beside you,dun be sad,this 3 month sure can pass faster,i will back to take care you,i love you..

uncompletely

2009-03-23T21:17:00.000-07:00

Today is the second day, he started working in klang.

I had a badly runing nose made me feel tired then have a runing nose medicine , i slept very early last night (10:30pm).

In the morning , he still same as usual give me morning call. I was hard to wake up these morning cos i ill :( He called me to take a rest today, but i can't i have to work ....
So hardly to wake up this morning. While i prepair go to work, i thought dear will come and fetch me today. My mum looking at me said: why u still dont want go to work? oh no... i was totally forget dear in klang d. Recently i have to drive to work.
I so miss that, he everyday fecth me go to work, having breakfast, working together , having lunch. to make me laugh ,to hold my hand and met him all day long, But now it won't happen anymore.
when can we fool together again?
Still got 3 more month to go.....
I trying independent , not dependent much to rely on him.

leaving...

2009-03-20T19:07:00.000-07:00

dear,today is the last day be with you..

tomorrow want to sit that boring bus to klang,must suffer 5 hours in it.and still wana ma huan you to bring me go bus station haha..

at there 3 months really very bored,everyday calling,after work dont know doin what,didnt gt laptop,and also no wireless in hostel,cant chatting with you..

when i gone klang,u mz takecare yourself,every day drving carefully..got any unhappy mz tell me..when u miss me mz call me..

dun be sad..i tink this is our love test from god,if we can take over it,all will be fine...

dear,wait me,i love you...

Sad...

2009-03-20T09:04:00.000-07:00

Our company suddenly arrange us go to Klang training 3month . Start on next monday, I hard to make the decision. becouse i been planing earlier i wanted to continues study and on holiday in April . My parent already book and bought the air ticket. So i should stop working,
But dear....have to go.

Still left 1 more days he's leaving. I cannot believe he leaving so many months. it's rather heartache. I hope the manager will suddenly change mind , no need to go training. I know it is impossible.How much i wish him to stay.

Miss you everyday..

2009-03-16T18:50:00.000-07:00

dear dear,so many days cant together with u,in this week and last week.

got 5 days in klang,today u go alor star,tomorrow i go traders hotel,thursday ipoh,maybe friday just can back here,so damn miss you..

our boss still ask me want to go klang training 3 month or not??!sure i refuse,but if my result continue teruk sure will scold again by them!

i tink this saturday will be a nice day for us to enjoy our gathering haha,so hope pass this week faster!!

Fuss

2009-03-14T17:57:00.000-07:00

I'm so exhausted recently, everyday work work Work... calling calling calling...Met customer.
i going crazy d, the manager everydays asking me how many call d? got potential register ?? why dint push your sale?? later check my report , why u din't follow up??? why you close the phone so fast with customer ? i everyday follow up my customer , call until the customer directly close my phone. Sometime customer not free to talk. seem like got many excuse.
Not i don't want to push the sale. i had no idea , finacial problem what should i do??? He thought i no care about my sale? even is off day or finish work time i still follow up my customer. Did he see? he understand? just know to keep asking me why why WHy!!!!!!!!!!!

but i know not only i exhausted , Dear went to klang already 3day to run education fair. I heard he said , he slept unwell had headache , fever , got a stomachache cos he din't having breakfast in every morning.

I miss you like crazy big. cos he used to beside me always. When he will come back Today or tomorrow morning or night??? I still not sure. I know he will come back on this two days. after this two days will going to Ipoh again.Pretty busy recently.

Love Matters!!!

2009-03-04T18:04:00.000-08:00

Last night me n dear went prangin mall watched 'LOVE MATTERs'.
While buying the ticket still left couple sit, it was the last one we bought.. my god! so early already full house.
fortunately, we came early to buy the ticket for 9:25pm.
it damn funny movie, laughing and laughing!!!
quite nice movie in the end.

Dear mention that i'm Aunty!!!! You feel trouble, i keep saying the nonesen to your ears?
just don't want you have the same mistake in next time!

Damn Damn Damn!!!

2009-03-03T05:51:00.000-08:00

so shit man!!

today got a accident near the petani road,
hazi that car stop at side d,but when i wan to cut the car,that car suddenly move again,
so crash the car in the end.

we go to lapor police,that shit man oso stand at that malay people side,give the summon in the end,haiz..

when i back office,my dear keep "yi yi gan gan" beside my ear,thats make me really very pek cek,cz my mood very bad d,cz i feel i didnt fault at this case.and they keep say me blur blur or what,didnt care abt my feel too..but i know,my dear jz very worry about me..when i in the balai waiting for the report,she keep call me to know more the latest news..sometime will got bit like aunty wahaha but she really care about me wan..

dear,sorry for let u worry for me...i promise wouldnt happen this case again..i love you..

"company trip" to Alor Star !!!

2009-02-25T21:03:00.000-08:00

yong says,

haiz,today wake up on 6am,so early,why??must go to smjk keat hwa join the school education fair lo.

when the alarm ring on,so pretty lazy to wake hard le,so damn,keep run a.setar out station,and didnt hv OT.when start car on pg bridge,my handphone alarm again,tat time is 7.05am already,that is the time to morning call my dear dear d,but when i call her,that fatty still dun want wake up,so lazy her,but i so love her,hehe....

when we arrive there,so weird the security guard look at me,and didnt got other college arrive,then i tink sure got something unfortunely thing happens to me.when me meet the counsellor jz know,the education fair is held on march 26 but not today feb 26!!!!!so damn the management tell us the wrong day!!!!

but nvm,we can got a reason to makan ular,haha,after that back to jusco to eat roti sardin,stupid izit??got so many mamak restaurant but we go to tesco eat haha..

so today i tink is our manager arrange for us a special company trip to alor star haha..

Q mo!!!

2009-02-23T17:25:00.000-08:00

haiz so damn my hair to be curlier again,cz jz cut yesterday,bt nvm some ppl wan curly still need to perm,so lucky me!haha!!
yo u so dare say me small gas??!haha,u know la,i tis ppl really small gas wan ma,
i like jealous bcz u gt many fans ma,all oso so hamsap keep dun wan give up u although know u gt me d!!bt nvm i know u will be my side..
n dun use mandarin ok??u know my laptop cant c mandarin wan ma,u so gao hor haha..
yalo,next 2 month,our love will be start to be suffering, i know we can quitting this problem,we mz work hard n study hard for our future..

爱吃醋！

2009-02-23T05:34:00.000-08:00

in yellow bu bu car!!!

LYN：

为什么你这么爱吃醋呢？为什么你那么爱跟我斗嘴呢？为什么你那么喜欢说‘为什么’？有时你的不清楚或不明白我都不会帮你解释。。你有太多的为什么！还有小气鬼！！！

这几个月来，我很开心你一直陪伴我，我们一起上下班，一起享受用餐，（早餐，午餐和晚餐）好幸福哦！

再过没多久，我们就会很少见面了。因为，我要离职了。要开课了！你也是一样！可是你比较辛苦全职工作晚上还要去上课！辛苦你了！！！所以，要努力……加油！未来会更好的！

2009-02-18T19:44:00.000-08:00

LOL...
I not angry or mad u yesterday ! dont always moodly with me that's why i'm sad ... i want to contro myself not going to mad, crazy to you. I will try to give and take. Love is patient, and lucky i had found the one who very care me . faith and love us together now . i hope our love is never fails.

sorry dear..

2009-02-18T19:00:00.000-08:00

dear dear,

our love jz full 1 month only on 16 Feb,that day we date to go pasar malam,but when evening i service my car,so lately to fetch u,so sorry for every time my dispunctual,i tink u sure vy unsyok,paise lah,i will correct it.

yesterday keep say tat down thing to u,make u vy sadness,i so hate myself keep let u unhappy and angry..

dear,i will working hard,study hard,n do all my best to give u blissfully..i love u..

from ur Q mo kia.

The VaLentine

2009-02-15T07:04:00.000-08:00

Lyn:

This is our blog. my first blog with dear, would like to share to my friends.

It was an extremely busy in the morning, i woke up at 6am to prepare a spaghetti for my dear. and waiting him come to my house to have breakfast. Hehe~~~

cos my manager was made a arrangement to go to balik pulau NS- white Resort for presentation the courses at 8:30am

it is so pretty silly, we cant recognizable the road. Keep asking help..

fortunately we are not late.. still got some college late than us.

Lunch time KFC , then drop me back to prepare . 3pm dear came to fetch me , i was shock , he took the flower to me. that's my first time received flower in valentine day. afterward i open the car drawer to take my sunglasses i saw the chocolate and card. he knew i will open the drawer, so pretend don't know how to give me. haha

we watch the 4.20pm bride wars at gurney plaza , after finished movie. have a dinner in island coffee. it great and romatic...

unfortunately, we went to rasa sayang beach. we planing to drink red wine but i din't bring the opener , it is so mistake. nvm we just seating on the beach and lay down counting the star..

hahaha... i felt blissful that i found you. you shine up my life. I love you... thanks

i'm so sorry to you, i haven't prepare anything in valentine day for you.

Yong says,

haha,stupid gals,this is first time i write the blog,with u..

sorry for lately arrive ur home to eat the spaghetti,cool d,but warm in heart.. and u cook so big size for me,so full,when eat the KFC oso cant finish,haha..

so damn that management ppl arrange us go to NS camp on valentine day,but nvm,oso got a special memory in this day.actually that time we r the 1st team arrive the camp,jz tat "hc" college still wan compare with us.we r the 1st team arrive,oso the 1st team leave,we r the youngest consultant,my presentation oso shortest(jz 15 second,haha dun tell my manager),the other colleges all wonder abt us, dun care abt them,we jz know wat we want = database,haha

we date at 3pm,bt i arrive at 3.25pm,cz i go to take the flower,actually i oso 1st time buy the flower for gals,in valentine day.u tell me u unlike receive flower,but that time i order the flower alredy,so when i waiting bside ah niu kopitiam,so gan jiong duno u will angry or not,but know u receive it in the end,so happy..

that movie,quite ok,but when we enter,gt 3 ppl pretend duno,sit our place.n the dinner,when i finish it,i suddenly stomachache,go to laosai,so paise tis happening when dinnering haha..

before going to the beach,i take the valentine present,that i hided it so long d under my seat,thats is a necklace,but i let her scold,cz she say i waste the money again,haha.but for me,if can let her happy,then without her present,let her scold,i oso will fell happy..

a bunch of rose,a box of ferrero rocher,a valentine day's card,a bottol of red wine,a romantic stary night and the beach,complete our loving day..

Dear,i jz wan to say,i love you..